Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Wacky Wednesday!

Well, I was worried for nothing (like usual)! Ben went to his first session of Wacky Wednesday at Old North today. He has never been dropped off at anything like for more than an hour in the church nursery. This was for 4 hours- so I was a little hesitant about how he would do. Plus- get this!- when we take him to story time at the library, he just sits on the sidelines and doesn't get involved. But, today when I dropped him off he just took off playing and was like "Bye Mom!" When I went to get him he was a hot, sweaty mess- but having a blast. He showed me the picture he made and seemed to be most excited to tell me about having lunch from his lunch box! The teacher said he did great and they had no issues or problems. So, I guess we will try again next week! It is kind of nice to have a few hours to take care of things around the house or run errands. Plus, it gets him away from us for a little (I know he was getting bored!).

Monday, June 1, 2009

Mommy Guilt

Mommy Guilt is something I have been quite familiar with over the last year- especially the last few months. Usually when I go to bed at night it is thoughts of "I didn't play with him enough," or "I responded wrong in that situation," or "He watched too much TV or ate too much junk." But especially feelings that I gave so much of myself other places that I didn't have anything left for my family. I tried to comfort myself knowing that tomorrow is a new day with a fresh start of its own.
Just when I thought I wouldn't make it...SUMMER! Now that we have had one full week off, I finally feel like I can breathe! Yesterday Ben and I played on the playground after church. It was so fun to see him run and play. He especially loves to "drive" the choo-choo and the big truck. Today we went to story time at the library and checked out books to start the summer reading program. It was so nice to linger around looking at books and playing- not having to be anywhere! I had forgotten how nice that is. Then, it was back home to reality to clean :( for house guests coming tomorrow. It has been a stressed weekend, so I am not really psyched for visitors, but... what can you do?
I did have some girl-time this weekend, too! Thursday I had dinner and a movie with the "chicks" from work. We saw the Renee Zellweger movie- "New in Town" I think. It was a very predictable dud, but a night out nonetheless. Saturday Jen and I (and Brady) hit some yard sales. Didn't get much, but it was nice to get out.
Well, got to get back to life! More after the guests leave!